make me a bird.

Alex is coming over soon

I am blowdrying my hair.

We’re going downtown. It’s super cold, hopefully there’s something to do that’s inside.

infinitesimallyours:

Your smile twists my insides up
until they’re almost something new
knotted and tangled and flipped.
Why are you able to do that to me?

It’s too much to ask to be able to bury my face in the crook
between your shoulder and neck
when I need to hide from the world.
Twirl my fingers in your hair.
Breathe in the musky sweetness of your scent.

Your words could protect me the same way your arms could,
if you’d let them.
I’d take either.

I hold you in such high regards
I believe you could do anything.
Fly, if you put your mind to it.

I feel icky.

My throat is scratchy and I keep coughing. I have not showered today. I am drinking this weird tea that tastes like… I don’t even know. I do know that I didn’t make it and there are two teabags in my cup. I am taking two nyquil before I go to sleep, which should be soon because I am going to SEAS tomorrow by like 10:30, so I should wake up around 8.

Afterwards, I am hanging with Alex, who is planning on going to SEAS as well. So Alex and Kelsey and Dan I believe. Dan is not yet aware of the fact that it won’t be just me and him. This is fine, I don’t like being alone with Dan, he makes me feel awkward.

I just got back from The Blind Side, which was really really good. I enjoyed it.

So. I guess that means goodnight? Probably not.

I already know who I'm asking to prom.

mmmariaaa:

marinakayy:

Unless a guy asks me, which I doubt. I don’t know who it’d be.

I don’t care that it’s not a girl ask guy dance. Why should I care?

May 1st.

It’s going to be so fun : ) It’s okay I’m asking Nick. Who cares if it isn’t girls ask guys. Well, I kind of have to ask Nick because he doesn’t go to Aloha. Therefore, it’s my “duty”.

Nerd.

Take in the world

with every blink, every sigh, ever flutter of your heart
with every shiver of cold and burst of warmth from the sun on your back.
Don’t live it looking through a lens, magnifying glass, or window.

I like a simple life.

I already know who I'm asking to prom.

Unless a guy asks me, which I doubt. I don’t know who it’d be.

I don’t care that it’s not a girl ask guy dance. Why should I care?

May 1st.

mmmariaaa:

Yesterday: Amee come home with me after school, my mom fed us, we drove to get Marina at Aloha, we went to Marina’s and hung out for like 15 mins, left Marina’s and drove to Rocielle’s, got lost on the way to Rocielle’s, had a leader’s meeting at Rocielle’s, had an assembly at SEAS, went to Jin Wah with Tito Chris, Tita Marissa, Paulo, Rocielle, Ryan, Jachin, and Alberto, came home and slept.

Today: Finishing my writing 120 portfolio and finishing an essay, doing homework and finals stuff, going to SEAS for teaching at 3pm, then going to mass at 5:30pm with my parents, coming home and doing more homework and making sure all work is done.

Tomorrow: Going to 11am mass with Nick, coming home and being lazy and cleaning my room.

Monday: Final in acting. Turn in portfolio. Speeches in writing 120. POW 3 due in math, and test in AP econ.

Tuesday: Finals 1, 3 and 5. Meaning nothing, nothing and nothing all day : ]

Wednesday: Finals 2 and 4. Speech in writing 120, and math final.

Thursday: Thanksgiving dinner with family.

Friday: Black friday shopping with Nick, followed by New Moon, and dinner.

Saturday: No teaching. Probably doing homework- if any given. No plans yet.

Sunday: Mass. No plans after yet.

Monday: No school. No plans yet.

We should spend next sunday together.

Should I go to Mass with you tomorrow?

"Not everyone can say they have an uncontrollable eyebrow."

That’s what the guy who took my senior photos said to me. My left eyebrow will randomly raise and I have pretty much no control over it.