make me a bird.

“For a second there I thought you disappeared
It rains a lot this time of year
And we both go together if one falls down
I talk out loud like you’re still around
And I miss you
I’m going back home to the west coast
I wish you would’ve put yourself in my suitcase
I love you
Standing all alone in a black coat
I miss you
I’m going back home to the west coast

And if you shake her heart enough she will appear
Tonight I think I’ll be staying here
And you never did like this town
I talk out loud like you’re still around”

- Coconut Records, West Coast

infinitesimallyours:

I am not at all the way you think I am

I press my hands on the back of my neck to keep them warm
then attempt to transfer the momentary warmth
onto my arms

It’s fleeting.

Who says the sunshine brings the light?
I thrive when the lights are out and I am in my head
or when at least I should be

keep me warm keep me warm.

You told me to wait.
I waited. Where are you?

She's the girl that has a few best friends & doesn't need anymore, the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. She's the girl that will hang up on you, but then call you right back & say sorry. She's the girl who will never leave your side when you need her, the girl who will go out of her way to cheer you up. She's the girl who never sleeps without her teddy bear by her side, she's the girl who says she isn't ticklish, but really is. She's the girl who will not give up on you if she really believes in you. She's the girl who believes in loving somebody forever.

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I like:

• Making lists
• Writing in incomplete sentences
• Complaining
• Procrastinating
• Staying warm
• Kittens

I need to:

• Write my AP lang essay- due tuesday
• Finish my PSU Application by the 10th
• Get more job applications
• Look into scholarships for real
• Try to eat better than I did today and yesterday
• Econ Kbats due on Thursday
• Official transcript request
• Get ready for camp
• Figure out how my senior photos are going to be paid
• Maintain my C in AP lang, hopefully bring it up.
• Calm down.

What I spent my $65 on:

• Eyeliner
• Hair dye
• Burt’s bees chapstick
• Hairspray
• Herbal essences “long term relationship” smoother stuff
• $10 (2 for $50) Tshirts from Michaels so that Maria and I could make shirts
• $21 worth of food at Shari’s for Amee and I.
• $10 to Amee for the movie we saw last weekend when she paid for me.

I think I have a few more dollars… hopefully. I have no money for the beach on Wednesday. I need some hair ties. I need to get my senior pictures done. Which I have to go by myself and take the bus to. I’ll get Maria and Amee to go too so I’m not alone. And I need to buy my yearbook and pay for the senior party and my grad stuff. BLAH I need a job. Going to go get some more applications probably this week.